The Man Who Ate His Left Hand Off

Contributor: Paul Tristram

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He sat there, thinking of her again
wiping someone else's blood away,
cornered in cell number 2.
In they came, team handed
8 of the fuckers, with broom handles
"You dirty bastard, fucking scum!"
He headbutted the first one
then frowned loudly to himself,
after 3 broken jaws they evaporated
into silken mists before his eyes.
And he left the cell backwards
unable to help the other man
sat in the corner
Chewing his left fist off with fear.


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Paul Tristram is a Welsh writer who has poems, short stories and sketches published in many publications around the world, he yearns to tattoo porcelain bridesmaids instead of digging empty graves for innocence at midnight, this too may pass, yet.
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Needleman

Contributor: E Young

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Jason has watched enough anime to know where this is going.

He was staying with his e-friend Susumu—alias CharClone008—in Chicago for a bit so that he could attend a con. Even though Susumu constantly scolded him for having no job and no money, somehow he'd still managed to drive all the way from Virginia to spend tens of dollars along with all the other sweaty fanboys. He tried to get Susumu to go with him, but he passed. He even tried to pay him a little rent money since he'd be there for a few days, but all Susumu wanted in return was a cute little souvenir.

Susumu worked nights at a bar downtown and slept most of the day, leaving Jason alone to eat chips and watch old mecha tapes and DVDs. It was a pretty good life, mostly what he did at home anyway except Susumu didn't leave the A/C on twenty-four/seven like he did. Susumu had two rooms, and one was dedicated to his growing collection of ancient military artifacts, so Jason was relegated to the futon.

“Look at you, you even say 'futon' right,” Jason had teased. “You're so Japanese, Susu-kun.”

“Half,” Susumu snipped. “Please quit adding honorifics to my name. You're not even doing it right.”

Jason just smiled stupidly.

It was a comfortable life, for at least a day and a half, until Jason caught Susumu with the needleman.

It happened one afternoon, when Jason assumed Susumu was asleep. He was taking a piss in the bathroom when he heard the rhythmic thunk-thunk-thunk. At first, he thought it was just Susumu tossing and turning, but as he washed his hands it happened again. Perverted curiosity got the better of him, and soon he was outside Susumu's door, nudging it open for a peek.

Inside, Susumu sat on his dresser, naked. In front of him was the needleman—Jason had called it that because the thing looked like a giant needle with pointed arms and legs. He only assumed it was male because what other gender would a needle-thing be? When it moved backwards or forwards, it made the thunk-thunk-thunk sound.

Wordlessly, Susumu hopped off the dresser and turned around, perched his foot on the dresser, exposing his dick to Jason. The needleman came up behind him and ran the broadside of its arm along Susumu's ass crack and then his cock, working it in a circle until its steel melded with Susumu's flesh.

“Ah—ah!”

Jason watched the needleman pump its arm and listened to the sounds his friend was making. The needleman had molded and reshaped his genitals like a child's clay set, sliding in and out of his newly-formed hole almost cartoonishly. Susumu shuddered and presumably came even though Jason didn't see any evidence. Jason quietly pulled the door closed and went back downstairs.

Later that night, Susumu decided to make Jason dinner before he left for work.

“Con is Friday,” he said idly, mashing the chopped potatoes.

“Where did the needleman come from?”

Susumu stopped but didn't face him. “What's a needleman?”

“That thing you were fucking this morning.”

“Whaaat? You know I sleep all day.”

“Whatever man, stop lying.”

“I'm telling you, there's no such thing. You watch too much anime shit.”

Jason had bristled, but Susumu was done cooking and talking. Soon he went off to work. He went back to his futon fortress and glanced at the staircase. Not even a peep. Maybe it was a dream.

But just in case it wasn't, Jason was outside Susumu's door the next morning, this time with his dick in his hand. He nudged the door open a little and watched while Susumu paced around, naked. He could hear the needleman thunk-thunk-thunk-ing around but couldn't see him.

“Try not to be so loud this time,” Susumu said, perching on the dresser again. “That one downstairs has ears like a bat.”

The needleman apparently said something back, but Jason didn't understand it. He only saw it plunge its sharp arms into Susumu's chest and in his crotch again, like plugs in sockets. The needleman worked Susumu while Jason worked himself in the hallway; when he was done, he excused himself to the bathroom. There was a squishy schlicking noise coming from the bedroom.

Naturally, Susumu denied the needleman until he was blue in the face.

“What do the girls call it? Gaslighting. Yeah, you're trying to gaslight me. Make me think I'm just imaginin' stuff when I'm not.”

“I don't think you should go to the con. You're sick.” For good measure, Susumu took Jason's temperature with his hand. They both knew he didn't mean physically sick.

Jason pushed Susumu away. “I'm not the sick one. I'm going out tomorrow.”

“I just don't think it's a good idea.”

Susumu was nervous. Jason had him on the ropes.

“Why?”

“You're not well.”

“Shut the fuck up, I'm fine. Thanks for lunch.”

Susumu left for work a few hours later. When he was gone there was no thunk-thunk-thunk or schlick-schlick. Jason sneaked up the stairs to Susumu's room and threw the door open. He turned the lights on and the room flooded with the soft fluorescent bulb's light.

There was the dresser, a platform bed, a small closet, and nothing else. He looked in the closet, under the bed, the cotton sheets. No needlemen. But he wasn't fooled. He went back to his futon and waited. He pretended to sleep when Susumu came in, and still waited. He waited until his eyes were angry, red, dry. Sure enough, the same time every morning, he heard the rhythmic thunk-thunk-thunk upstairs. Horny kids.

He bolted up the stairs as fast as his pudgy out-of-shape body would carry him and he threw the bedroom door open.

“Go-got you,” he said numbly.

Susumu was in the process of growing. His legs pinched off at the knee into a slender needle point, his back unnaturally stiff, and the middle of his face was becoming soft and translucent.

“Itsssh hard to shhhtop onsssh you get into it,” he hissed with sagging lips. The other needleman stood behind him. Jason got the feeling it was watching intently.

“Care to join?” Susumu the needle asked, and Jason realized he wasn't speaking with his useless mouth anymore, but with his mind. He offered a pointed, fleshy arm.

Jason has seen enough anime to know where this was going. If he didn't accept, he couldn't leave. If he did accept, he would have to transform and never look back. At least he had no one to hide it from. And there was nothing to look back to anyway. Susumu's arm plunged into his chest and together the two of them writhed and stretched into fleshless, sexless beings of sharp, glorious steel.


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E Young is a southern writer with no twang, a slight TV addiction, and a bunch of gender complications.
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Radio Riot FM (Sessions 1 & 2)

Contributor: Paul Tristram

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Radio Riot F.M. (Session 1)

“Whey-hey, and welcome motherfuckers!
You’ve just tuned in to Radio Riot F.M.
The newest, greatest pirate radio station in town
And I’m your host, the Chickenshit Turkey.
After our first song, we’re going to be doing the weather forecast,
By the time that’s finished I want some of you to have called in for a chat,
A request or something like that.
Hey, can you dig my shit man, I’m a motherfucking poet.
Anyway, here’s our phone number, its 01639 8264.
And remember calls cost between 38 and 40 pence a minute,
So if your parents don’t approve of those kinds of prices kids,
You’ll just have to wait until they nip off for a shite.
Well, here we go with the first song of the show and it’s….
Wait for it.
Paranoid by Black Fucking Sabbath.
Yeah alright, you’re just too much Ozzy baby,
Just too motherfucking much!”

“Whey-hey, the Chickenshit Turkey here again and you’ve just been listening to the Sabbath, gonna kick straight into the weather forecast now, so here goes.
There’s motherfucking rain and wind and shit, every fucking where today.
So stay in the god damn house, O.K. cocksuckers.
Because that shit’ll kill ya!
Can you dig what I’m saying fuckface, eh!
Everybody stay in and get pissed right up, yeah alright.
That’s unless your motherfucking arse is ugly.
If your motherfucking arse is ugly, get out there, you deserve the motherfucking rain and wind and shit.
I hope it gets ya Medusa fuckers good, real good!”

R-r-r-r-ing, ring, R-r-r-r-ing, ring.

“Hey, there’s our first phone call of the show.
Yo, motherfucker, you’re on air with the Chickenshit Turkey,
What can I do for you?”

“Hi, this is Tony; I’d like to make a request!”

“Oh yeah, Tony, what kind of fucking request do you want, eh, what do you think I am, motherfucking psychic?”

“No, no, sorry Mr Turkey!”

“Hey, don’t you Mr fucking Turkey me, it’s the Chickenshit turkey, Jesus H Christ, what’s up with you motherfuckers out there?”

“Well, I’m sorry Chickenshit Turkey; I was just trying to be polite!”

“Listen Tool, or whatever the fuck you said your name was, just get on with the request, you twat!”

“Oh, O.k. well, I’d like to request The Lady In Red by Chris De Burg, for me and my fiancĂ©e Judy, it’s our song!”

“You fucking what, your song, wait a minute, is that her I can hear giggling in the back round?”

“Yes, yes it is!”

“Hey, she sounds quite horny, although not quite fulfilled; say is she in need of a few extra inches, cos she fucking sounds like she’s missing ‘em?
I could always come over and brush out those cobwebs which you can’t reach, eh, what you think Tool?”

“No!”

“What, is that it, just a simple fucking no?”

“Yes!”

“Well, listen here Tool, you motherfucker, I was just trying to be helpful, I bet she looks like a bulldog chewing a wasp anyway. And as for your pathetic request, man I spit on it, man I fucking piss on it, The Lady in Red, shit, I’d rather fuck cacti than play that bunch of fucking vomit on this station.
You’ve got absolutely no fucking taste whatsoever and the only treatment that I would advise for this is a suicide pact between you and your stinking mattress, what’s her name again?
Broody, or something stupid like that, isn’t it, but I’m feeling charitable today so I’ll play something for the two of you dirty bastards anyway!”

“O.K. listeners, this next fucker’s for Tool and Broody.
And it’s…..wait for it.
Smack my bitch up by The Prodigy.
So I’ll see you at the other side of that, O.K. fuckers.

And remember kids.
Alcohol is not funny.
I repeat (Belch!)
Alcohol is not funny.
Unless you add some cocaine.
Whey-hey.
See you all in a couple of minutes.
Cocksuckers!






Radio Riot F.M. (Session 2)

“Whey-hey and welcome motherfuckers!
You’ve just tuned into Radio Riot F.M.
The greatest pirate radio station in town.
And I’m your host, the Chickenshit Turkey.
After our first song we’ll be chewing the female fat with a special guest.
Erm, what’s your name love?”

“Germolene Sneer, its Germolene Sne...”

“Oh yeah, Germolene Sneer from the women’s liberation movement is in the Stud-io with us and I just hope that she doesn’t plan on liberating any of her movements in here, we’ve got no air-conditioning for fuck sake.
By the way, don’t any of you bastards think about phoning in,
I want this one all to myself!”

“Hmm mm, Turkey!”

“Yo, shut up bitch, you’ll have your chance to do your shit in a minute, I’m working here, are you blind, motherfucking working?
So here’s our first song of the show
And it’s…..wait for it…..
Sweaty Betty by The Macc Lads.
Yeah alright, where’s me chips n’ gravy?”

“Whey-hey, the Chickenshit Turkey here again and you’ve just been listening to The Macc Lads, great bunch of guys.
Anyway we’ve got Germolene Sneer in the studio, you’re live on air, baby!”

“I don’t believe it, what was that record that you were just playing, it was the biggest pile of male chauvinistic propaganda that I have ever had the misfortune of hearing,
I think…”

“Yeah, I’m sure you do, and I’m glad you liked the song.
So what’s your beef with men, eh?
Are you sick of sleeping on the wet patch?
You not getting enough length?
I mean what’s up, a couple of nasty diseases?
What’s making you so bitter, bitch?”

“Bitch, bitch, don’t call me bitch you uneducated faggot, my god, I lecture at a university, I have published books to my name, I am a regular guest on intelligent television programmes, I’m respected in high circles, I’m a hero to all feminists, I’m…”

“Jesus Christ, you’re just like all the lasses I know, ya love to show off and you love to rub it in, but ya all look the same in the sack, don’t ya eh, all ya need’s some beef, love!”

“I shall be calling my solicitor as soon as I leave this place, you ill mannered baboon!”

“Yeah, he’s got ta beef ya needs, has he, eh?”

“Look you can be crude all that you like, you will not get the better of me, I’m far too superior, but I did think that we would be talking about feminism and…”

“Yo, hold on a minute, I feel another song coming on yee-ha motherfuckers!
Quite a good guest isn’t she?
I know you can’t see her but she’s kinda cute in an untidy sort of way,
Hey, I’ve got half a trunk on.
Anyway, this next song is dedicated to her over there.
Yeah, that’s you Sneer Baby.
And it’s…. wait for it….
Only Women Bleed by Alice fucking Cooper, yeah!”

“Whey-hey, the Chickenshit Turkey here again and you’ve just been listening to Alice Cooper.
Yo, Germolene, what do you think about fist fucking?
Do you reckon it’s all down to knuckle structure?”

“Right, that’s it, I’ve got nothing else to say to you, you sexist pig, let me plug my new book and then I shall leave, I have never been so insulted in all of my life!”

“Fuck you!”

“Pardon?”

“Fuck you!”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean Fuck You, you ain’t getting to plug your book, get the fuck out, now!”

“But-but-but you cannot simply throw me out, I’m Germolene Sneer, feminist icon, I’m supposed to walk out in a screaming fit of indignation on behalf of my fellow sisters.
I can’t be thrown off a pirate radio station by a man, I’ll never live it down!”

“Well, you can take that extra rib and barrel yourself stupid, but ya ain’t plugging no fucking book of toilet-paper on this station, unless I say so, O.K.!”

“Oh!”

“Now, you wanna plug your book?”

“Yes, I would!”

“O.K.. there are two conditions, the first is that you give me head and ya give me head right now live on air, the second is you wash the coffee cups after the show.
Ya dig what I’m saying, girlie?”

“I can’t possibly do that!”

“And that was Germolene Sneer Everybo…”

“Wait, O.K., O.K., the things that I do for womanhood.”

“Fuck womanhood, I wanna see what you’re gonna do for my manhood, take a look at this fucking monster baby.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiipppppppppppppppp!
Don’t worry I had it washed on Tuesday.”

“Oh dear!”

“HaaAAaa, oh yeah, I know it’s big but try for the whole length, yeah that’s it.
Hey, you’re quite deep throated for a fucking snob, ain’t ya?
You’re getting aroused love, ain’t ya?
You’re getting wet, I can fucking smell ya from here, turn around a bit and I’ll slip a thumb in, yeah!”

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiippppppppppppppppp!
“Whey-hey listeners, the Chickenshit Turkey here with my new bitch Germolene Sneer.
It’s nearly time for you to go, you got any words of wisdom for our listeners before ya go do the pots and pans, Sneer?”

“I feel sick, I think I am going to vomit.”

“Well, ya swallowed the fucking lot, didn’t ya, you fucking nympho, I doubt there’s a single drop of muck left inside me.
That’ll teach ya, you greedy pig, when I pump it out I really pump it out, oh yeah!”

“O.K. listeners, Germolene’s gone ta do the fucking dishes and I need a motherfucking cigarette, so we’ll play our intro music once again and I’ll see ya all after that, O.K. fuckers!

And remember kids.
A wife is for life,
Not just for Christmas.
Whey-hey, see you all in a couple of minutes, cocksuckers!”


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Paul Tristram is a Welsh writer who has poems, short stories and sketches published in many publications around the world, he yearns to tattoo porcelain bridesmaids instead of digging empty graves for innocence at midnight, this too may pass, yet.
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I Hit Him With A Piece Of Paving Slab

Contributor: Paul Tristram

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I was wrong;
I only wanted to visit his sister
there was no malice intended.
But she looked at me horrified,
he bore the brunt
I hit him twice,
the second time
she looked more horrified.
I was trying to impress her
All I did was depress myself.
Her lack of smiling wounded me
more than the piece
of paving slab could ever do,
I walked away gutted.


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Cut Herself Shaving

Contributor: Joshua Dobson

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I had long harbored suspicions that my nubile blonde underling Jodi had a tingle in her pussy for me. She dressed mouth-wateringly slutty and broke into a shit-eating grin whenever she caught me copping a carnal eyeful of the orange spray-on-tanned flesh she so freely displayed.
Her voice kinda got on my nerves sometimes and she had big huge blue eyes with a crazy twinkle glimmering in them, like that lady on the news who killed her baby and cut it open, cuz she thought it had stolen her liver whilst in the womb; she had icy blue psycho-eyes.
“I cut myself shaving,” Jodi chirped flirtatiously, batting her fake eyelashes at me, “Wanna see?”
I nodded my head yes.
She pulled up her black leather miniskirt until it bunched around her waist. She wore a shiny pink thong. She planted her stiletto-heeled right foot on top of my desk, treating me to a view of the inside of her thigh, it’s perfectly smooth orange finish disrupted by a gaping bloody laceration.
The sight froze me in lust.
“If you wanna, you can stick your finger in it,” my slutty secretary bubbled coquettishly.
I plunged my finger into the open wound on my artificially tanned secretary’s meaty thigh. It was warm and gooey inside, the laceration sucked on my probing finger like a hungry infant. I pushed my bony digit into the wound until I felt the hard smoothness of her femur against the tip of my finger.
“If you wanna, you can stick your dick in it?” my slutty secretary bubbled coquettishly.
Unable to speak, I jerked my zipper down and freed my throbbing cock from my trousers. I rubbed the head of my turgid phallus against the hot wet wound. The hungry wound sucked my member in. As soon as the swollen tip of my dong was fully engulfed in my slutty secretary’s hot meaty thigh I came cataclysmically.
“I didn’t actually cut myself shaving, I did it on purpose to get your attention,” Jodi later confessed.
The next morning Jodi says she’s pregnant. She shows me a big meaty thigh, yesterday’s laceration is completely gone, and a big bloated blister squats in its place. A little wormy thing is visible squirming beneath her orange skin.
"Wanna touch it?" she asks.
Vomit bubbles up the back of my throat.
"My daddy knows," Jodi says. "He's got a shotgun and he's gonna tan yer hide if you don't marry me."


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Joshua Dobson likes to make his own fun.
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He Pushed Me...

Contributor: NaughTee

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He pushed me
to...
a window
quietly stand
face my reflection
strip clothes
watch myself
uncamouflage
embrace beauty
touch flesh
revel

He pushed me
to...
want more
challenge more
be liberated
brazen
demanding
unashamed
surrender my fear
relinquish control
try

He pushed me
to...
reveal yearnings
fuel my temptations
quench thirst
not question
feel not think
respond
seek fulfillment
rejoice not regret
permit myself

He pushed me
to...
push back
brace against window
straddle thighs
bury his cock
thrust wildly
moan
scream
claw his back
orgasm

He pushed me
to...
live
forget reality
break the rules
meet secretly
ignore any voyeurs
fuck at work
after hours rendezvous
become greedy
need it again


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I am published in various anthologies and online, including The Erotic Woman, Haiku Journal, Epiphany magazine, and others. My first book was released in 2006 with Publish America. I have conducted poetry seminars for kids. I reside in New Jersey with my husband and crazy cat.
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Let The Night Begin

Contributor: Dirky Henkel

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James took her out the bonnet and undid the tape from her mouth. She winced then spat and screamed, even though it was useless in this desolation. But he wouldn't have it, so he responded with a playful smack to her jaw.
“Shut the fuck up, bitch,” James told her, smacking a bristly kiss on Sandra's forehead. He forced her up onto the porch and shoved her through the door of his old Piney Woods farmhouse, and Sandra saw the barricaded windows, the unfurbished void making up the inside, the passage to his bedroom drowned in fresh concrete. The door shut and the key turned. Then they were in darkness.
“Hope you don't take the tying up thing personally.” James fed a candle wick. A pair of flickers rollicked in the navy hue of his sunglasses. She was taken aback for a second, seeing that monster's face of tattoos and scars arise from the shadows.
“Think about what you're doing,” she said. “Please.”
“I've thought long and hard, darling. This is for your own good, God's plan for us.”
“You're delusional.”
“Not this time. I promise you, you'll believe. Tonight it begins: three days of hell, as prophesied. In here, you'll have a chance at life after the event. Maybe you should've paid attention before.”
“I'm sorry. I can't fucking remember because you were banging me about so much, fucking asshole. Fuck you--”
“No, darling, fuck you. Forgot what it was like between us? Ain't you my maiden no more, forever avowed?” James snagged her hips toward his, gently swaying in a mock dance, and her squirming was useless against his might. “Damn, you're still as hot as you were in your younger days, ain't ya? Remember our song? If I made you feel second best, I'm sorry I was blind. You were always on my mind.”
“They should've kept you behind bars, you son of a bitch.”
“Yeah, but then I wouldn't be able to satisfy you like old times, huh?”
His finger went under her skirt, slid into her panties, and he tickled her clitoris.
“Fucking stop,” she said.
“But I'm taking care of you, hon.”
She hesitated, then burst out, “The sheriff's coming.”
And so he let go. “Tell me you're fooling.”
“Before you grabbed my cell, I alerted them, okay? They're on their way.”
James threw her to the dust.
“Fuck you,” she retorted.
Silently, he culled thought and scanned her cellphone for confirmation, and shook his head in disappointment. “Shouldn't have done that, woman.”
“What are you going to do? Beat me up again? Release me and it'll be over, James, I swear. I'll drop this, nullify the court order, anything you want. Just let me go.”
James clamped her face, meeting hazel beads made more frantic by the snap of the candle's flame. “This is how you thank me? I'm saving your life from humanity's inevitable harvest, pouring out my heart, and you call those pigs? Right now I should be treating you like the backstabber you are.”
She kicked his knee from the ground, but it dealt no damage he was willing to express. Instead, he taped her mouth again. “I'm not sure I know you anymore,” he said, “but I always tried to treat you right.”
The urgent rap at the front door came almost instantly, stealing his smile. By the window, he unscrewed the planks and clocked a double-barrel that seemingly came from nowhere. “Look at what you did, Sandra. Now fathers and husbands will have to die on my land.”
The instant daylight rendered Sandra's eyes askance, and illumed the room's contents: rows of crates and ammunition packed against the walls, a survivor's paradise.
James poked his weapon through and shouted, “First and last warning. Get off my porch and never come here again.”
“Code 30. Need assistance,” a voice communicated. “Law enforcement, sir. Put the gun down.”
James shouted, “Take your pistol out, I'll shoot you right where you stand, hear? You're never taking me in.” His next action was instinctive--he clicked the trigger.
Sandra temporarily lost hearing, and could see nothing beyond the filling smoke, until James fell off-kilter out the smog. She assumed it was the shotgun's power which had unseated his frailty; yet he'd been wounded, his glasses sunder. A crimson web was forming on the wooden floor, swift expelling from his chest. Right then, he was still enough that she saw her opportunity. The open window drew her to a cautious stand, teasing safety. But then she sank creeping by his body; her ex wasn't dead yet, budging from his momentary outage. Inside, she cursed. Yet she caught sight of something else, under her sole. She quickly slid it into her corner, and returned.
James recovered. “Fucker got me.”
Her fingers married the edge of the shard. She began incisions, tuning into the rope like a surgeon prying for an artery.
“Wish you could've trusted me, hon,” he started.
She was certain the liquid dripping into her palm was blood, but didn't care.
“How do I make anyone believe what I'm saying? I wouldn't have done this if I wasn't so sure about it.” Then he raised his voice, “Understand, woman?”
But she wasn't really listening.

The sirens came.
“James McBride,” a loudspeaker blared, “surrender your arms and come out with your hands up.”
James was jolted from his momentary nap. He challenged them, “Every one of you government heathens will rot. If only you knew what I knew, boys. Hell's a coming.”
Bullets bit the surroundings and set the roof to rain, right before he could flaunt further courage. He slumped to cover, sat where he was in a humored naivety. Stirring ever closer, footsteps. He got up, dragged a cupboard toward the window, and the interior was dark once more.
“Never forget that I did this for you,” he whispered to Sandra's innocent front. He crept up to her with his candle light. “All I wanted was for us to be together.”
There was a bang at the door. And another.
James tapped the gun, showed her a pair of rounds, “One for you, one for me, huh?”
She shook her head.
“Don't worry, hon, there's a special place in heaven for us. Tell me you love me,” he said, peeling off the tape.
“Sure...honey,” she assured him. “Just like...just like it used to be.”
“I knew you'd finally make sense.” James lit up.
The gun came by her jaw.
“James, wait,” she insisted.
“We have to do this now, hon.”
The door began to splinter.
“Truth is,” she said as her hands separated, “you mean nothing to me.”
She stuck the shard into his neck, and stuck it in over and over until the gurgles were over.


Sandra watched his carcass being stretchered out, his throat a smile of death. It was as if his eyes still hadn't quit that insane love. They were on her. She turned away to the first of the moon and clung dearly to a gratis blanket.
“Ma'am,” Detective Sandton startled her. “Hope you're comfortable? I can't imagine what you've been through, Miss...”
“Brown,” she replied.
“Miss Brown, my apologies, but we'll need you at the station for a bit of questioning. You might be there a while, 'till we have your word and we know every detail of what went on back there. Are you fine with that, ma'am?”
“Yes, I--”
She stopped, distracted.
“I--”
Something was playing in the rear view mirror. She blinked to make sure she wasn't dreaming.
“Are you seeing this?” she asked Sandton, who looked up, then at her, before entering an awed hush.
“Close the door,” he said.
She did as she was told, and rolled up the windows. She saw the things in the sky descending still, and the more that could be discerned of the specks, the less they alluded to being anything she was familiar with. Suddenly, there was no explosion. The entire car tremored, then a viscuous substance came slithering down the windows. There was green everywhere. On the detective. The other officers. They were doused in it. Motionless, like dolls in a display cabinet. Then they were moving, walking her way, and she saw James--dead James McBride--raise and join them.
At the windows, they scratched to get in.
You were always on my mind, Sandra.”


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In The After

Contributor: Dirky Henkel

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It was Abigail's turn to chop wood, so she left noting the sun's wilt, how glad she was to be far from contact, deep in the solitude of the Grunewald forest. Just us. I blew her a kiss in agreement and resumed my chores. Minutes later, while scrubbing soot from a bucket of dishes, I peered out the window. She was gone from her assigned tree stump. To my left, a shadow grew by the doorway. Then I saw her return, and she was different, more haggard than usual. Something was wrong.
“Abigail?” I called.
She didn't respond. She was swaying against the daylight, eerily stilled, a ragdoll with an axe. I heard her whelp. It was an acknowledgment of her weakness. Just in time, I caught her. We convulsed to the dust. The whiteness of her frock was disappearing behind a crimson plague. Where her neck was, there was a grotesque smile, and I looked at her more angrily than I should've; she was vulnerable, useless like an old dog, and we didn't need this.
“How did this happen, Abigail?”
She shook her head, almost in denial. I heard her wheezing delirium, what sounded like chortling, and judged she was losing air faster than she could keep in. I pressed down on her wound, and she yowled so loud the noise made me wince and unfastened what mettle I had remaining. It was obvious I was burbling at that point even though I couldn't stand her seeing it. My tears fed her lips, that pout once tasted, reminiscent of sweet scarlet roses. Now they were more akin to the color of her essence. By that gape wide enough to stick a finger into, I knotted a bandage, then looped it around again because it wasn't tight enough. Then I still wasn't certain; medical was her thing, not mine. I fumbled, frantic.
“Hold it tight,” I commanded. She did so, and the stifled blood webbed around her hands. I looked down, toward my shirt--it was drenched, too. The sight set me to freeze, to be deaf to the increasing grunts not of this vicinity. Abigail weakly tugged me by the collar, and I blinked away the film, the inner silence. She pointed urgently, handed me the axe. I traced her finger which was hardly straight, saw the dead thing's haunt by our hung clothes outside, by the laundry line. It was just lumbering about at first, but steadily nearing in a brooding anti-kinesthesia. A child, now wallowing in its own flesh-stripped decay--one of them, I knew without a doubt. One of the dead.
I clamped Abigail's cheeks, assured her, “It'll be fine,” and trampled the autumn leaves, trailed the path of brown blotches. My fingers were slippery around the handle, yet I had something lit inside. I saw the thing meet my challenge, hissing at me in fascination. It was half my size, frenetic and befitting of its kind's reputation. I smelled the sulfur ills of its rot, felt the power of its guttural primordiality. I had never been this close to one.
When it lunged forward next, I came apart. With my pulse vibrating in my ears, a sultriness ran down my legs. Its talons, reaching out, came so close I felt the thing's rage, its very aura. But somehow, I managed to swing. It was a jolt, instinctive like my banshee scream. I heard the crack, the sundering of its head, felt the wildly-dispersed splinters. Defeated, it crashed to the grass, and I was ready for more, my adrenaline stirred. I scoured the surroundings, discovered nothing but undeterred nature, and turned back to the cabin. Abigail, jaundiced, was already dead, transforming. There was no time to mourn, but, dragging her out, I lost it. Several times I quit, only to restart with a daub of my cheeks. I chained her between a pair of trees. In her mouth, I stuffed a cloth, taped it shut, and then waited.
Her legs thrashed first. Eventually she came alive, frothing from behind her gag. She pulled at her chains. Again. Then one arm came separated to nullify the trap's purpose. However, I didn't budge, nor was there time to. Too long I'd stood there, too hopeful. This wasn't my love, not in kind, but she was there in appearance, and I fell for the trick. She clamped me in by my blush of locks, flaunted her teeth. And stopped. Our eyes locked, mine tested against her warm, rotting hazel. She was discerning, breathing in my heat, immersed in a different sort of hunger. I let her do what she wanted then. Atop my skull, there was a pressure, an animalistic grip--her hands, clenching, pushing inward.
“Please don't,” I murmured.
Incredibly, she listened, and instead, her hand traced downward, measuring my form. She brushed the old carress of my shoulder; cupped the soft curvature of my breast; palmed my survivor's emaciation; and entered up my skirt, against the flare of my lower lips.
I gasped.
“Abigail...” My breath departed. I held onto her wrist, and it was such a forceful, unrelenting embrace. And, impossibly, it was exacting the forbidden. She began rubbing me, and what escaped my tongue may have alluded to pain, but it wasn't. It felt as though I was having a seizure delivered from God, and it was rising ever more from within my sacred apex. Her fingers encircled, prodded, slapped against my extremity, and I was powerless against my own climax. There was an explosion of memories so vivid of her lust and previous explorations, and it was eternal during what were mere seconds. It was done. I was wet, and I could barely maintain poise. I tried to retreat, accosting her feral innocence, but she wouldn't let go, and then she managed to free herself. I tried to run. It was too late. She had me. I felt her fingernails break the skin on my neck, and I passed out.

When I awoke, impulse had taken over. But somehow, I was still self-aware. We were together again, just Abigail and I. She was feeding me the leg of a deer carcass, insisting that I join her feast. We painted red on each other in a canvas of sex. Love beyond death.


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The Morning Star

Contributor: Dirky Henkel

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The passing fields along the Umbiquothi highway were now filled with collections of rubbish. Fires were dying out on meadows now more deathly black than green.
“It used to be beautiful,” Cammy remarked on the rot. She was leaning against the passenger window. Her left cheek was orange from the Kenyan sun, her blush of hair falling like a waterfall over a traditional caftan. She nudged John back to reality, and he released his grip on her hand, having forgotten that the ring of his finger was pressing down.
“Remember when they used to plant blueberries here, the kids who'd come play?”
“Times have changed,” he said. “In a bad way.”
“Who did this?”
“Daily Nairobi say Al-Shabaab,” their driver said, butting in. “So many killed yesterday. Senseless violence. That's Kenya. I have to say, you're brave. However...”
“Hm?”
“Maybe foolish for white people.” And he laughed. “I shouldn't speak. Not to offend...”
She clicked her tongue, wound up from her rest. “Good gracious. Fools for trying to help the poor?”
“Coming from rich land, you have little regard for yourselves. I'd be worried in your shoes.”
“Everyone needs an angel, right? I'm sure you'll agree there's too few angels,” John said.
“Well, God bless you.” Thereafter, the driver kept quiet, checking the meter as the fields came to an end. Hlongo rounded a corner into the village of Nyang'oma Kogela, an assembly of shacks rising upon a hill and from which smoke was trailing into the skies to manifest an ebbing mirage. Hlongo braked right at the beginning of the main road, half a kilometer from their destination, and was visibly frantic, tracking the surroundings carefully.
“If I go further, I die,” he said, sweating from fear rather than the heat. “They don't like my kind here. Not Masaai. Are you sure you want to do this, boss? Very dangerous.”
John dismissed him. “Give us ten minutes?”
“Be safe.”
In the open, the weather was cooler, her omen feeling stronger. She rejoined hands with him.
“I'm scared,” she said.
“I know.” John pried her off so he could open the bonnet. “It's just a drop-off. Like it always is. It'll be fine, okay?”
“This is different,” she wanted to say, but she obliged him, taking her share of the aid. As they left the cab further behind, she turned one last time, noting the driver's incessant gawking. Watching the shacks lining each side, she kept expecting heads to peek out. On the surface, the place appeared deserted. “Something isn't right.”
“I'm here with you.” John bumped her playfully, got an appeasing smile in return.
The civic hall was in view, the source of the smoke. Its walls were vandalised, the door off its hinges. The interior, they saw, was a charred ruin. It took them a minute, then, to figure out what those coal shapes were, what that smell was alluding to. Big shapes. Small shapes. Adults and children. Bodies.
Acid rose up her throat. John caught her as she half fainted, and dragged her off, back to the cab that was now hooting. Once more it blared, and John didn't understand. Then it was too late. Shadows coalesced on the ground, corresponding with urgent footsteps. They were being surrounded. Men, plainly dressed enough to appear harmless, were making cutthroat gestures around them, encircling like vultures. They stared on coldly, uncovered machetes stained with old blood, the tips of the blades gleaming.
John reasoned, stammered, “Dr Shepherd from London. Do you remember? United Nations?”
They spat in defiance. John felt behind him. Cammy was still there. Her hand, trembling, slippery, was hard for John to grasp. When he got it, he pulled, attempted to leave through the crowd by force. Only, they wouldn't let him. They pushed him back, struck him in the head twice, and he went to his stomach. His nose was shattered. But he could still smell the ensuing flames, hear Cammy's fighting screams that ceased after a few resonant smacks. As he struggled, he realized someone was standing on his back, keeping him floored. Soon a cloth of vinegar was crammed into his mouth. Fingers pinched his face, made him watch. Right next to him, there she was, her eyeliner streaming down her ears. The other men were disrobing her on the dirt, ripping off her undergarments, until she was bare all over. One man entered through her open legs and thrust as violently as he could; another undid his pants, slipped his penis in orally; and the others took turns, and it went on for eternity. When they were done, they drenched her with petrol. The sound of the crackling fires and her final squeals overencumbered his ears, until, somehow, he was able to fade off.

“Ten years is a long time. Do you feel that you can ever move on, as a human being?” said his psychologist.
“What's human, Doc? What is that fucking concept?” John got up from the couch, observed the back of his hands, the skin indentation where the ring used to be, the boils that never quite healed. “We live in a meaningless universe.”
“What does that mean to you?”
“Actions are meaningless.”
“So you can accept what's done has no bearing? Is that what you're saying?”
“I'm saying I'm thankful for my influence. Gets me places.” John grinned, and left.

He was slightly off-schedule, turning on the television midway through the BBC News broadcast.
“...hybrid flu breakout in Kenya,” the reporter continued. “Hundreds of thousands have been confirmed dead, and the country has been quarantined off...”
John sipped the rest of his wine, dancing his hands to The Blue Danube playing in the background.


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Unborn

Contributor: Dirky Henkel

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Standing by the window, Odessa scratches that itch which never stops. This one is new, two days old. Her vagina's growing more swollen, turning light blue like her eyes, her pubic hair falling out in lumps. Every now and then she can see her vaginal walls move. And she knows it's a virus inside of her, another unwanted Hypherian baby, sucking its way into her womb as though there aren't enough of them leeching the planet. That's what shit like her is used for these days, breeding. She killed the first little fucker, because she found out. Giving birth to their young is suicide. They say you dissolve like acid. Rumours travel fast, even here in Block A329, a hundred floors up. There's comfort in complacency, especially when you're being fed pills.
The haze from the outside creeps through the grille and makes her face look like a checkerboard of fire orange. There's no day or night, no sense of time. She wonders what's beyond those dark clouds permanently casting shadows on the city that used to be, what those fast-moving, neon lights are below, how much longer those airborne star machines, with their protracting claws and flickering beacons waking her up mid-sleep with their noises, will be demolishing all the surrounding buildings. Everything's going, being replaced, yet nothing's really changing.
It's mostly lonely but she's used to it, these four walls of prison hell. She's seen much, enough. Sometimes she gets visits from that scaly bastard, Warden Ainu, whose only services are meals and abortions, the latter of which is to his gain, running a foetus-selling business on the black market which thrives right at home. Warden's not much different from the prisoners he watches, just male, old, one of the last surviving of his gender. Like them, his freedom's severely restricted, confined to the block. And he's not the first warden. Without him, they'd be dead. Without them, he'd be starving. Trust is mutual.
Something slides underneath the padlocked door, what she was waiting for. A piece of paper.
“Ready?” it reads. “Need the protein. Got your solution.”
She dips a stick in a bucket of faeces, scribbles on the paper, “Y,” and sends her message.
There's a buzz. The door clunks open, and the warden sneaks in with his briefcase of tools and motions for her to lie down. She does so, setting her legs wide apart, pulling up her johnny gown of brown blotches. She's then bare, being poked and prodded in inspection. It hurts when he feels that bump above her scarred clitoris, even more when he inserts a pair of pliers inside to fish for the parasite. But she knows it must be done. Her face compresses. She bites her lip. Her eyes roll back. She screams in her mind, but not from her mouth. She hasn't had her tongue since she was two. No human does. The cold, invading steel seems like it's about to puncture her intestines, inciting a need to urinate. Liquid runs down the back of her legs. It's not her essence. The thing's already out, being pinched between the pliers, wriggling its last. It resembles a glowing tapeworm. That's what they look like in the early stages. Warden Ainu throws it into a jar with formaldehyde, and leaves. Odessa has her survival.

Ten days since the abortion. The meal compartment in the door opens. She holds the tray just long enough to get a look, trying to spot the odd change, and sees. There's another warden. Ainu's gone. This one is more anemic, corpselike, torn from reality. Different. She tries to meet his eyes to communicate, but he shuts her off. She slowly sinks on the bed, lost of appetite.

From under her blanket, she hears the door open and close. She doesn't open her eyes. She can hear it cooing, tracing the ground with those viscuous tentacles, coming nearer. The blanket leaves her side. Her gown gets torn, and her body goes bouncing onto the concrete floor. She loses consciousness, but not before she feels the Hypherian thrust inside.

She's still bleeding below, that throb between her thighs ceaseless, her entire gown damp. She gets up in time and limps over for another serving, hearing those wheels squeak in the passage. As the tray gets handed through, she snags the warden by the tie. Suddenly, an alarm goes off, and she backs off ruefully, staring at the door, waiting. In enters a droid that shoots a canister of gas. It makes her sleep.

It's getting bad, the itch, really bad. Those fucks have her good this time. She can't move. She's not sure what they gave her, why they keep coming in, but she knows it's getting worse. She keeps fading in and out. The thing inside isn't in her vagina anymore. Looking down, she notices how her stomach is inflating.

They're standing around, watching her like this is some kind of sick show. How many days has it been? All she can see is their silhouettes, and all she can do is turn her head, wring silly smiles. The pills make her want to laugh. They overdid the dosage. She realizes why. It's happening. The veins on her forehead tense. There's an eruption in her abdomen, a sensation of needles plunging outward, and then she can finally scream even though it sounds more like a deep grunt. The dome of her stomach pops, sending blood on her face, everywhere. The thing's head rears from her organs. It's a wet, hairy ball, like a spider as big as a dog, and it scampers away to join its family. Odessa's skin is burning, disintegrating, and she can see the bones in her fingers. The light from the window isn't orange anymore.


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